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My sponsor tells me to be thorough and honest and
that this is actually one step where it can be all about me say as much as I want to etc etc.
Well it has still been hard and Ihave not been saying anything cuz I havent put in as much effort
as I should and I avoid things that mean I am not doing. well mainly

Iam like the rest of ya dont like to be called on the carpet !

Years and years and its a sickness now but I did start writing out again some 56 pages last night
so this is just on the resentments and not to glorify myself as the sickest but seriously 56 pages worth so far
Iam sure someone else has 100 pages on resentments alone somewhere I dont know but somewhere

Anyway now That Iam being serious and trying to tie up loose ends and all I felt it safe to say Iam doing it ...
One of the guys I call I talked to and told him about this and he said boy Iam glad Iam not your sponsor
I dont want to go through 56 pages

Iam alot better for getting this far and I feel I can at least finish this soon and be able to say I have done it thoroughly !
Specific even !

So Here Iam ...its not a race or contest for who's the sickest arent we all the sickest in our minds anyway LOL
Love
JD